Feeling the pain <3

Boomz,2010

2010-01-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

*Wipes dust*

Okay, awkward staring.

But I finally post again? Haha. So first things first, Happy 2010! Gosh, I know I'm bloody 4 weeks late saying this. Hmph.

*Clears more dust* *Dust all over the place*

So basically, holidays during nov and dec was pretty enjoyable. First time carolling to the public, my second esplanade concert! :D Also made some new friends in consort too. :D

But 2010 comes along and poof, I'm a sec 3 now! :x 9 subjects is crazy, I seriously wonder how the previous batches made through it. And this week teachers already have class test. Next Friday is already the beginning of the MRs. Madness.

Bleah, abrupt ending here. I shall study for maths test tmr. toodles!

2009-08-10T10:34:00.000+08:00

22 hours to the next paper and yet i'm just slacking on the com instead of mugging.

...

2009-08-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh.

...

The date has finally come,while i was doing my AMC.

It's less than a month, I'm doomed.

2009-08-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm so gonna collapse any moment. Crosses finger for the upcoming weeks.

2009-07-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

I totally wasted that 5 hours of hard work, and i regreted it because it wasn't even appreciated.
Not even one bit.

Revived

2009-06-27T21:11:00.004+08:00

Hurhur. It finally revived. :D

Camp and computer were :D. Homeworks were -.- .

Videos spamming.

Win.

Diao.

We go gogo gaga. :D

(:

2009-05-15T15:06:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's VJC choir SOV 09' was brillant. (:
Cant wait for the next one.

(:

2009-04-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

I FEEL DAMN FCUKED UP.
5 bloody days to MYE and my studies is all like some crap. HBL day 1 was seriously damn screwed.

I feel damn annoyed.

Fcuk it.

14!!

2009-04-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

woohoo! I'm finally 14! =D

Lols,din really celebrate though. I like it the simple way. (: Just a cake. =D

Lol,pretty usual lah. 2 tests,screwed them both. D:

Happy birthday to me! =D

2009-04-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

Will blog tomorrow. I'm offically sick. Without MC.

I'm an honest guy who doesn't ask for MCs. =] Lol.

Till then.

2009-04-21T21:19:00.002+08:00

I'm in a very terrible state right now. Down with a terrible flu and sore throat. Found my throat extremely dry for no reason recently. Cough till my lungs hurt like hell,and i cant even concentrate now lah. :x

Good things never come,only bad things.

I feel like the most unlucky person in the world.

This is it.

2009-04-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

Well,this is it.

Months of practice have come to this,and it will be decided tomorrow.

I'm excited and nervous,to be honest. First SYF! *Screams*

I'm gonna give it all tomorrow,no matter what! =D

JIAYOUS!

2009-04-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

I feel weird all over. I don't know why. I guess it must be the stress.

I feel like such a failure. I have no idea why.

I suddenly miss Italy,especially Riva. Beautiful scenery,wonderful people,great food... I seriously wonder if I can come back to such a wonderful place again.

I suddenly feel emo. So much things to do yet so little time.

3 days more. No comments,for now.

I think I'm having insomnia. :x

Till then.

Stressed.

2009-04-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

11 more days. It just seems so fast.

Horribly packed week for this week.

I'm in desperate needs of chocolates,rest and work. Sounds ironic though.

Till then.

Shagged.

2009-04-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today was wasted lah. Could have used the time from 12 plus till evening to do meaningful (?) stuffs.

We ended up playing facebook. -.-

YOU GOOD!! D:

13 days. Let the countdown do all the talking. =D

In need of a new blogskin, -.-...

2009-03-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Some people just love to stir conflicts,just for the sake of entertainment and fun.

Just plain weird,nothing else.

Just when everything was getting better,you just had to be the ONE to rub salt onto the healing wound.

Revived?

2009-03-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

Okay,i finally revived my blog,somehow.

Before I continue on,

I WANT A PS3 GUITER HERO: WORLD TOUR GAME!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT A FOURTH-GENERATION IPOD NANO 16GB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But all these costs a bomb... D:

Okay,today is pretty awesome,excluding the fact that we managed to pon 5 periods of lessons. 2 days of the YOG event was pretty great. (:

I also managed to meet up with someone whom i din have to chance to meet 3 months,wasn't long though.

It's finally the weekends. I need to catch up on work,focus on SYF,and watch my D.gray man! =D

200th post!

2009-02-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

woohoo! 200th post!

woohoo! MR's finally over!

woohoo! I can continue watching D.gray man!! (:

Seriously,D.gray man owns! :D

And the opening theme song pwns. (:

But haiz,this week was a terrible one.

Screw physics and history. ):

Till then.

the weekends!

2009-02-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

It's FINALLY THE WEEKENDS!! (:

I'm already "dead" from all those mugging sessions,history. Gosh,it's taking forever to remember them.

5/30 for maths test. Lmao,i don't care. (: Not in MRs anyway.

I'm typing this quickly.

Back to mugging.

Bye.

When I see your face,it will gives me hell it will gives me hell!

2009-02-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

3 tests today. ):

And i got 45/100 for ting xie!! Beat that. (:

and the nlb talk by the guy was damn borring. mono-tone. ._.

woohoo,4 days to the "5 stages of hell"! (:

MUG!

2009-02-18T20:38:00.001+08:00

Pre-MR blues.

Spammage of tests.

And still many other stuffs to make you depressed. ):

5 more days:death.

(:

2009-02-17T19:43:00.002+08:00

woohoo!! I passed syf selection!! (:

And it will be my first syf in my whole life!! :D

I wish those who failed the first round can make it through the second round. Jiayous people! (:

MR is coming less than a week. KO.

Till then.

Valentine.

2009-02-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

Happpy V.

Mine's pretty boring this year.

Roaming around Dhoby Ghaut shopping centre with 60 survey papers, asking for answers and 80% of the time rejected by people.

Now i seriously know how "cruel" Singaporeans are. We go near them,THEY DAO US LEH... D:

Damn.

MR's in a week time. Cant believe that I managed to mug hist 1 week before MR.

Sec2 camp for second batch pumped less than 50. D:

SYF selection is (finally) tomorrow. D:

Till then. D:

1234!

2009-02-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

For the first time in this year i think,today i've got no homework!!! (:

Social Bonding tomorrow,can go at last! Learning Journey tomorrow,Compre test postponed to thurs and fri. (: Friday/monday syf selection ):

My classmates are starting to create group of different "animals" in the class. Lmao.

Till then. (:

Tests

2009-02-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

Maths test and Essay test today were screwed up. I'm so dead.

Since sec2,i've become increasing lazy. There're just too many stuffs to focus on,not just homeworks,MRs and stuffs.

I seriously have no absolute idea that sec2 was this scary and stressing.

Till then. ):

Chimmi-ology

2009-02-08T20:33:00.001+08:00

All the history worksheets look so chim and difficult.

Die man.

<3 DJ max!

Stressed

2009-02-06T20:49:00.001+08:00

3 weeks more to MR.

Can't believe how fast it is.

I'm in deep shit.

):

Tomorrow.

2009-02-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

Oh great. SYF selection is tomorrow @ siglap. -_-

Pretty nervous... Like who isn't. lol. Haiz,hope i can get into SYF.

超级紧张... :/

Essay test's tomorrow,whatever...

Have been screwing up tests lately. -_-

Look at the groups. D:

JIAYOUS FOR TOMORROW!! CHIONG AH!

-_-

2009-02-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling like shit now.

2 compos,2 MIA maths worksheet (lost), chinese newspapers reflection. Study for sci test,read on 3 chapter of Animal Farm,preparing for essay test.

All these,is impossible to complete in a night's time.

Urghh!!! I need a break!!!

Random :/

2009-01-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Yay,finally got the time to blog. =D

Lol,nothing much recently. Just that it is only week 2 and I don't really understand what is being taught now. Screwed up man. I don't understand a single thing about the maths graph thing,physics calculations,animal farm chpt 1-5 etcetc. I'm soooooooooo dead...

Extracts of the day: (Alert,this is DPG-21) =D

At a friend's birthday party,I was having alot of fun. James approached me and offered me a wine. I was underage. I cannot drink wine. Under the pressure of James,i drank the wine. I went dizzy and blackout. When I woke up,I was naked and James was taking advantage of me,I struggled.

In this extract,"I" is refered as a girl. This is also DPG's wonderful work.

Another one. By DPG

A man came to me with an evil grin. He tore off my skirt and started taking naked photos of me. He devoured me three times. My below there very pain...

Cya.

2009-01-27T13:28:00.001+08:00

11 ang baos and still counting. Wooooooots!

And my falsetto is 80% back despite snacking pineapple tarts,other cny goodies for the past three days. =D

2009-01-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

Few more mins to cny!!!

2009-01-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hello.

It's been pretty long since i updated. >.<

All thanks to the big load of homework. Feeling really stressed now,all those homework. Crap.

Worse thing is,after i reached home after going to back MSHS to visit teachers and juniors, I got this really terrible horrible sore throat. Andand,MY FALSETTO IS HALF GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ***SCREAMS*** !!! omg lah,syf selection is just days away and my falsetto is half gone cos of this stupid sore throat.

Lols,okay. Let's get on to the good thing. =D

Cny's around an hour's time!! =D woots!! Lol,just had steamboat dinner with some of my relatives now. Lol.

And received some ang baos! =D *smiles* heh.

Cny is the best holiday man. wooooots!!! =D=D

Lol,shall update later. :D

2009-01-14T20:55:00.003+08:00

Uh Huh.

Revived. It's only week 2 and I'm already stressed out. Freak man,if week 2 is so hectic,what about week 7? A men lah.

Sec 2 camp was horrible luh,i came back terribly exhausted,sleepy and not in the right state of mind. Slept 3 hours straight after i reach home. Activities were pretty fun lah,just that i was pretty mad at the OALs for screaming like no one's business. But oh well,NS is going to be worse.

Homework's flooding everyday and it's so boring trying to do them. Gahh,at least my teachers are pretty nice. =]

I also realised that there are many events coming up in Jan. And the thing is that the selection test for syf is after CNY!! D: Oh crap. 2 weeks left. *Screams*

Urgh,i wanna get it. Bleah.

And there's one month more before MR1! *Screams again* Wth,so fast. And i still don't understand a thing about the o's L1R5. Guess i'm kinda slow eh? :/

Ahh freak,i haven't collate my Beijing & HK pictures cos they are like all around the place (cam,phone,other ppl's cam etc).

Will post them tomorrow lah,in facebook. =]

Lol,this is one of the picture i took in China. Just look at the lake,the surface is already frozen with snow~ =] And they are playing with some chair thingy. Lol.

Camp

2009-01-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

Okay,I'll be away on sec2 camp from tomorrow till sunday.

Let's just hope i can survive it.

Cya.

220.255.7.142 and 64.255.180.67

2009-01-04T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hahahah,I'm laughing right now. We got two assholes who has nothing to do all day.

220.255.7.142 and 64.255.180.67

And thus, they just love givin crap.

Well,since you got nothing to do,why don't you go masturbate your grandma or have an orgy?

The thing is,fuck off. _l_

2009

2009-01-01T15:20:00.002+08:00

2008 ended with a bitter end yesterday. I had an argument with my parents and sis and shouted at them,and did something which i though i should have done 6 years ago. Pretty moody yesterday night and this morning.

My phone is totally dead/gone/unalive or wtv. The god damn charger cant work and the phone is still 0% after i charged it for a day. Now i dunno if its the problem with the charger,phone or batt. It was only after i swapped batt with my sis then i managed to see countless smses with well wishes for 2009. Haha,i will send an sms to all later when my phone manages to come to life.

And i slept at 9pm yesterday after the argument,was really annoyed. I swear i hate 31 dec 2008.

Okay,nuff said abt yesterday.

Wish everyone happy new year. Welcome 2009. The year of the ox.

Resolutions for 2009:

1. Less disasters happening.
2.Able to get into SYF 2009
3.Gold with Honours for SYF 2009
4.2-5 to be more united?
5.Be less arrogant and cocky.
6.Hope they can forgive me.(terribly sorry)
7.triple science (though i doubt it so)
8.Happier life
9.Get to know my juniors,peers and seniors well
10.G7 piano & G6 practical (Things are getting harder)
11.Work harder,don't slack.
12.and wish everyone reading this a happy new year and may your resolutions be fulfilled in 2009! =]

There. They are like more or so goals for me to achieve for this year. 2009 should be a busy year for me,lets hope that i can make it.

新年快乐 HAPPY NEW YEAR =]

Reflections

2008-12-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

Okay,abt four more hrs to end of 2008 and the beginning of 2009!! =]

Okay,now im just gonna reflect on 2008.

Ummmm... 2008 is quite a different year actually,and a tough one too.

First it should be going to secondary sch? Taking more subjects,strangers everywhere initially,teachers,students,seniors and others. More tests >.<>

Then it is choir,wasnt really used to choir as i was from sports in primary school. Many practices,competition in other countries,exchange program and performances and more. But im still pretty okay in choir. I have never went for syf in my life before and i dunno how its like. But hope i can go for syf next year. Got to know many great seniors and peers too.

Class should be up next,ermm. It was both a good and bad time for me. Got to know new classmates,buddies and others. But it was my fault that i screwed many friendships and people hate me now. So i just hope that things could start afresh in 2009 and hopefully things can get better.

To me,2008 was a bad year. I'm having problems with family,especially my sis. Sometimes,things really get out of hand (and very disasterous for this year) and the mood for the day is just... totally gone and screwed.

Then i had the March incident,days before i left Singapore for competition. Felt really terrible. And many many other issues too... :/

Well,lets just hope 2009 will be a great year for everyone.

Happy new year everyone.

Back

2008-12-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Back from Beijing and HK. 0.o

Merry xmas (5 days late though)

Will update tomorrow...

2008-12-22T06:50:00.003+08:00

Ellos people and the world!! :D

I'm at changi airport now.. =] Waiting for my flight to HK in an hours time. Haha,using free internet access there. o.0

Taking cathay pacific to HK and then transfer flight to Beijing. Hehe.

I bet many people will still be sleeping as i post this lorh.. It's only 7...

Hah,needa report at 7.30 at the gate... K,shall stop here lah.

MERRY CHRISTMAS once again!! =]

Tata folks! :D

2008-12-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

11 hours before i leave s'pore 0.o

Packing now,so siann... :/

Oh wow,i forgot what i wanted to write.

Erm... Ps cant celebrate x'mas with friends T.T

So wish ya all a great happy MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! :D

And also wish ZW happy birthday tomorrow :D

Wish Joseph HAPPY BIRTHDAY on tue,23/12/08! :D

Niccolas Haw's HAPPY BIRTHDAY on thurs,CHRISTMAS! :D

CQ happy birthday on 28/12/08. :D

Lol. Just completed commonwealth essay,no comments abt it. >.<

This time must really take alot pictures liao,then upload on facebk. 0.o

Haiz,siann. Back to packing,and needa wake on at 5am tomorrow. Oh gawdd...

Yawnn,buaii bye! :D

Merry Christmas to ALL!! :D :D :D

2008-12-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Another day of update :D

Did project with sb today,and it's done!!!! :D And the other two members will do the report,not me. Heh.

Haiz,cant celebrate x'mas with friends. T.T cos of trip.

Was walking at Bugis some day when i saw this guy working at the Sony shop and he is wearing the same specs as me. 0.o Pretty rare to see people wearing the same specs as you. :/

Aiyo,so bored. School's starting soon,sobs. Hope can do well nxt yr...

Gawdd lah,so bored!! >.< Don't know wad to do lah. ZzZz...

2008-12-18T16:34:00.003+08:00

List 20 people.

1) Tze Hui
2) PK Pak Yue
3) Joseph
4) Gavin
5) Hong Yi
6) Niccolas Haw
7) Roy
8) Malcolm
9) Azaac
10) Yong Yao
11) Sheldon
12) Nobel
13) Zikai
14) Theodore Loh
15) Shawn Lim
16) Jonathan Bei
17) Jia Wei
18) Elston
19) Colin Tan
20) Caleb

1. How did you know 14? [Theodore Loh]
MSHS, same class for p5 & p6.

2. What would you do if you never met 1? [Tze Hui]
No one to spam and insult (in a joking manner) on her msn,and 1 on 1 in audition.

3. What if 9 and 20 date each other? [Azaac& Caleb]
Can't imagine it,110% nono.

4. Will 6 and 17 date? [Niccolas Haw& Jia Wei]
Still a No.

5. Describe 3. [Joseph]
Friendly
Humble
A great person to be good friends with :)

6. Is 8 attractive? [Malcolm]
I shouldn't answer this or he'll taupok me to death.

7. Describe 7. [Roy]
Good at badminton & table tennis & maths?
Friendly.

8. Do you know any of 12's family members? [Nobel]
Nope.

9. What if 18 confess to you? [Elston]
No. We used to HATE each other in p6 during morning duties but now we are good friends since last yr's nov hols.

10. What language does 15 speak? [Shawn Lim]
English,chinese,singlish and swear words in hokkien.

11. Who's going out with 9? [Azaac]
I don't think anyone.

12. How old is 16? [Jonathan Bei]
13.

13. When did you last speak to 13? [Zikai]
Last saturday.

14. Who's 14's favourite singer? [Theodore Loh]
None i think. He's a game fanatic.

15. Would you ever date 4? [Gavin]
No.

16. Is 2 attractive? [PK Pak Yue]
All the face creams/pimple creams/moisturiser was a waste. Lol,jk lah. Okay lah.

17. Is 19 single? [Colin Tan]
He is. I'm very sure of it.

18. What's 10's last name? [Yong Yao]
Tan.

19. School of 3? [Joseph]
CHS

20. Where does 6 live? [Niccolas Haw]
Yishun i think.

21. What is the favourite thing of 5? [Hong Yi]
Teddy Bears!

22. When is 11's birthday? [Sheldon]
Woops,i don't know.

Yawn,so bored at home so i decided to do some random quiz.

Went to watch Bolt today with mum and sis. Not bad,the dog is damn cute. =]

Superbark,LOL.

Went for piano lesson nxt,I suddenly realise that i've done baroque or classical pieces the most since k1. o.0 Somehow,i prefer doing classical or baroque pieces rather than romantic and 20th centuries pieces. Lol.

I'm talking rubbish but who cares. =]

2008-12-17T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yay,my blog's soooooooooo dead. Wahaha. I'm back to revive it. =]

Jubilate was fun. 0.o Didn't take much pictures though. :/

And now i just realised that there's only 2 weeks of hols left. Zomgblahblah1234abcd!!!

Omg lah,homeworks not done,dun understand what to do for the project. Yet im still here slacking around... =.=

Worse thing is,im going to china and HK next week. Wtf?! I just know it like only last week. Wth...

And i didnt even write it on the travel form thingy,how to explain? China is gonna be so damn cold and i dont have jackets! Fish. I don't really look forward to this trip lah,its just too sudden and i only got two days left to pack school stuffs/replace pen and stuff/adjust back to the weather.

Then will have the sec2 camp. Omg...

Dunno what's wrong with my dad... He wanted to save money and even said we not going anywhere this holiday then he still bring us to china?!!?

Haizz... I'm so not in the mood to do hwk now. :/:/:/

2008-12-11T21:21:00.001+08:00

...

Haiz.

12 hours before..

2008-12-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

Okay,im posting this before i leave here 12 hours later...

Somehow i got this weird feeling,exactly the feeling i had 9 months ago,before i left for Italy.

Haiz,packing reasonably done. Now i have to wait for the charger tomorrow morning. I brought a 2GB memory card camera with me for this trip o.0 Hopefully i can take lots and lots of pictures >.<

Now,i just pray that this 4-days trip can turn out well and not into some freaked out disaster or something. :/

P.S: Please DO NOT call me when I'm away. Cos i don't wanna get into trouble for outstanding bills (like the one i had in Italy..)

As I go to new places,I hope to understand other people more...

2008-12-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to post now,and i don't know why im posting this.

Holidays are gonna end in less than a month's time.

Must be the "Holidays-are-gonna-end-soon,damn!" mood.

Lol...

2008-11-30T19:57:00.001+08:00

You entered: Ng Gin Kee

There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 45.
There are 3 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1
A Soul Urge number of 1 means: Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.
The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means: You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

Lol,have to be more careful then.... o.0

Open house(blahblahblah...)

2008-11-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

Okay random.

Just blogging for the sake of blogging... :/

Let's rewind to yesterday. Parents brought sis and i to Crystal Jade. Apparently,they got some 30 dollars voucher. Went the library,and guess what. My sis was acting like some ----,bossing me around,become 千金小姐. She did some stupid actions and my mum blames me. Wtf?!

Went out from hse at 4 plus,to Raffles Place MRT to meet with Joseph and Hong Yi and walked/eat ice-cream/blah-ed and talked till bout 6 plus then Lester come. Dinner at Lau Par Sar. NTUC auditorium and An A Capella Christmas starts! First time attending a christmas choral event. Haha.

Now to today (I'm just randomly saying stuffs.)
Had to went back to school at 8.30 to help out with the open house thing. Decided to be "nice"/"good"? to Nobel to go for this,or else i would be at home sleeping. Erm,carry some freaking heavy stuffs and had to give a tour around the school for the parents. Thank goodness the parents/"customers" were friendly,weren't that demanding.

Saw Weng Mun's brother and family,think his brother is coming to CHS(WM is my old classmate.) And I saw one of my neighbours living on 9th floor,din have the time to talk to him,only talk to WM. Hope they can come lah... WM's brother got 252+2 for PSLE...

Reached home bout 4 plus,random movie-ing again. Was gonna sleep then parents insisted me to go Parkway Parade....

Shall continue tomorrow.

PSLE 08'

2008-11-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

Okay,results are out for PSLE 08'.

My school did so-so lah,dropped by 2 marks- 275. Last year (my cohort was 275 by Sean).

Top scorer is from Nanyang,287. Ermms,think this year's paper is pretty easy cos alot of my p6 friends/juniors didn't do so well. Even Mrs Ng's son...

Bleah. Next year will be my sis's turn,and im so "impressed" with her performance so far. Her class ranking is so ___. And she's getting more annoying. Urgh!!

Random day,let's do random stuffs! (:

My guide to choosing your secondary schools. (This was what i had in mind for last year)

If you score:
260 and above=Don't hesitate,take either Hwa Chong or RI or RGS. Unless you think you're gonna suffer,Dunman?
255 and above=ACS (I),Dunman,RV?
250 and above=CHS,VS or others I cant remember...
240 and above=TK or any schools that have COP above 240.
230 and above=MSHS!!! or any other schools...
200 and above=ehh... Choose a school that is best for you can liaoo...

Okay,shall stop here. I really dunno how to continue with the lower scores... :/

Hmm,concert's tomorrow. Heh,another chance to go out (: I'm seriously TOO damn bored liao.
Computer,TV and watch movies/Taiwan Dramas/Korean dramas,computer again. Lunch,read books,doze off on the bed without knowing (haha),TV again (watch dramas,and end of with either animes (Inuyasha!!) or some channel 5 show...)

I'm so damn wasting my holidays. Project nt done,essay nt written. Slack-licious...

2008-11-18T11:42:00.002+08:00

Okay wow...

40+ more days of holiday and I'm already bored. Nothing to do... Bleah.

Okay let's see.

Sci Project not done,Commonwealth essay nt done. Urgh,why commonwealth essays?! Wrote for 4/5 times in primary school. Zzz...

Loh.

2008-11-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

Woops,suppose to post this yesterday but i don't care.

Happy Birthday Loh ZY. :D

And damn,how could you own me in Word challenge,Bowling and Biggest Brain??!!! Urgh!! >.<

2008-11-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

Erm,ignore the previous post. I was just depressed lah,not trying to 针对 anybody. Just IGNORE.

Akeelah and the Bee. Really great movie,have been spamming movies since last week. Too bored,lol.

Kinda envy the people who can spell long and difficult words,haha.

Post more later,probably...

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

Misery

2008-11-14T10:51:00.003+08:00

Okay,I've been thinking about this post for the whole night yesterday. And i just had to pen this down.

This year,I've always have this feeling:Neglect.

For everything i go,whatever events or activities or games,I will always kena neglected or something. Out of place,don't exist liddat. Like a transparent guy who you dun give a damn about.

And it stinks.

Problems exist everyday in my life. In school,and even home. Sometimes you will give feel like jumping down the damn bloody window and that's it. Life's over,misery's over. Now i know why teenagers get so emotional.

Now the worst thing is,I'm helping other people's problems yet I can't help myself. Wow,good job Ng Gin Kee,you are the biggest "L" and arsehole ever. Seriously,get a life.

You'll will like you're being controlled. You can't do this,can't do that or else you'll burn in hell. You can never be yourself. That's how I'm am,every single day.

遇見--孫燕姿

A song from 向左走向右走,very good movie. The song just makes one feels sad.

When will my misery end?

Half-full or Half-empty?
For me it used to be Half-full,now it is Half-empty.

Random post

2008-11-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

Random post,cos I'm so bored on the com. Dun feel like playing maple for some strange reasons. Cant download audi,so many bloody patches to dl and i'm confused liao. Grr...

Randomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandom..

zaijian..

SYF 2009

2008-11-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

Lol,got out set piece already.

The White Horses. And the horrifying thing is,its in 7/8!! Hope i can make it through.

"Ave Maria" sounds nice,soothing. The chords are damn nice :D

"Gloria" sounds muchmuch nicer now except for the amen part,lol.

"Lily" still sounds kinda vague. But melody's nice...

Zhe Wei told me he's doing g7 for piano now and he's asking which piece for A is better. Lol.

A1 is a baroque piece if im nt wrong. Since g5 till now,i've always been doing baroque pieces (in 3/8 timing) But for this time,i dun really like the melody,and the fingerings. A2's nicer. A piece from Haydn,classical~ I think I'll choose A2,not sure though. Haha

Found one of a piece from C on youtube. Sounds good,from Bartok.

Another piece I've found from B. La Sarabande. Sarabande's kind of dance,but you cant dance in that melody. A dance but you cant dance,lol.. This video has two pieces,listen the first one.

Will post more tomorrow.

Class Chalet

2008-11-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

Here..

Day 1:
Went back home after amazing race,bathed,re-pack my stuff. And off I go to Senior Police Officers Mess Chalet (In thomson)

Reached there at 8 plus,started the first night of BBQ. Spammed satays,chicken wings,otahs and drinks while joking around.

At 11 or 12 liddat,we played blackjack then played Taitee (Nt sure of the spelling). Played the special Taitee next,ranking taitee and the way till 5.30am. Pillow fight-ed for an hour,slept for an hour till 7.45.

Day 2:
Ranking taitee again and played WoW on my laptop. Had to wait for the people in the other room to wake up then order macs. Breakfast came at 11 plus,wow..

Skipped lunch,had to leave "space" for dinner bbq. Was at the living room with Malcolm and Jonathan,played music on my latop at max volume. WoW next... 6 plus we started BBQ,ate damn lot of otahs... lol.

Played murderer,bathed,mass taupok next. Gawdd,I tio taupoked by 3 "massive" ppl. Played PSP,WoW until 4 plus liddat. Cannot tahan liao,slept till 8 plus. Malcolm's dad bought us roti-prata.

Cleared up stuffs,and this marks the end of 1-5 class chalet 08' for me.

Camp

2008-11-10T19:55:00.004+08:00

Okay. I didn't want to post this at first or i wanna delay the post. Since someone kinda insisted and want me to post this (Class chalet). Here I go... Post might by quite long.. =.=

Wed: blahblahblah,choir camp

Came in the afternoon,played bluff with some sec1s. Volleyballed frm 1 till 3. Then camp offically started,captains ball-ed. I'm in group 3 lah,lost to group 1 but we beated group 2. :D

Trust Fall is next (I think,cant really remember what happened on wed :/). Lol,i really don't know why some people so scared their members will drop them lorh...

I just heck care,drop then drop. Dinner next i think,food okay lah. Better than the previous camp. Played murderer next,quite fun. Forgot what happened next,went to sleep at 11.30.

Thurs: Day 二

Woke up,played basketball. Leon accidentally crashed onto me and I fell. lol. Breakfasted,spider web game next,have to pass through a hole without touching the lines. Played murderer next,and wtf?! I got the medic for about 6-7 times!!! Siao lorhh,and wth. Keep saying im murderer,好心没好报 when I saved 2 guys from being killed. Lunched next,then domino game. Cant really remember the rest of the stuffs.

Erm,failed room check. Apparently,there were starch (powder kind) around the sink and we didn't see it. Did punishment,emo-ed outside the room for an hour plus,played bridge,lights out at 12.30.

Fri:TARECBE 08' (The Amazing Race Edward Becheras Choir Edition 08')

Reached chs around 10 plus and our amazing race starts.

Stop 1:Primary School Canteen (Did some bloody tough 8 queens challenge and had to use a clue request in the end)

Stop 2:Maju Ave blahblah... (Around Serangoon gardens there,had to find prices of some products within 20 mins)

Stop 3:British High Commission (Ask help from Mdm ang and dad,its around Orchard)

Stop 4:Botanic Garden (Had to find the tree on the 5 dollar note and take picture with it. Have to figure the next location with some degrees stuffs - N blahblahblah E blahblah. Wasted like half an hour to figure out tt it was at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.)

While going there:Our leader thought it was Red Hill (Bukit Merah) and we took the wrong bus. Got info from dad that 75 from the British Council goes to Bukit Timah. Freaked out,alighted. Worse thing was the road was a one-way street and we had to walk back!! =.= Wasted 1 hour in total..

Stop 5:Bukit Timah (omfg,had to climb the hill... Almost died lahh... Solved a riddle,rushed down the hill. And damn,we forgot to take our amazing pocket,went back up and ran down.)

Stop 6:King Albert Park MacDonalds (Joseph was there,waiting. Got the last station,CHANGI AIRPORT! Wtf?! It was already 5 plus and we will be damn late,called dad to pick up to changi airport [allowed] But then we were told to go back chs...)

I think we came in third. Quite a fun experience,next time must remember to bring map and bus guide. Haha.

Well,this ends the choir camp..

Long and Forgotten

2008-11-09T18:33:00.003+08:00

Okay,I'm finally back :D After 5 days of ~~surprises~~ and torture. (for some days)

Will talk about it later..

&I'mdamntired.

Halloween

2008-10-31T23:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween,o.0

For now I shant say anything. >.<

The volleyball session for the sec1s after choir today was fun though.

Sometimes i feel like screaming my lungs out,course I've lost my direction. The meaning of life has disappeared,and so will I.

Overdue :/

2008-10-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

Okay,im getting reallyreallyreally lazy to post. And ZOMFG,i keep sleeping everyday.

For some really *strange* and *weird* reasons,i always need to take a nap everyday,always get tired. Haha,don't care lah.

Friday: (o.0)
Went to attend the Day Of Honour 2008 for the p6 with Benjamin and Sheldon. Saw Mrs Ng with her husband,her son is also p6. o.0

"Hi Mrs Ng!!"
"Wahh... your come here for what? Kpo is it?"
"Haha.... some thing like that.."

Quite a lot of teachers still recognise me,there are lots of new teachers now o.0 Somehow,i found this year's DOH better than last year's.more colourful :/

Erm,grats to this year's head prefect,Yi Peng. And grats to Darius (Mrs Ng's son) and Joshua (Rock-climbing junior) for being the two vice-head prefects. Haha,they still look the same.

Ceremony finished,went to find teachers. I met Mr Rizal (Rock-climbing teacher-in-charge),and asked him about any rock climbing session in the holidays. They are gonna have 1 at Yishun SAFRA the next day,asked his nunber too.

The 3 of us saw Ms Chaim next. Apparently,she dao-ed us for the first time,taking pictures with the p6s. Then she saw us,said hi and blah blah. Wang Lao Shi was next,and omg,the 3 of us are taller than her! o.0

Saw Mrs Ng again,took picture. Gerald just came next,and the teachers were like omg-ing shocked that he is so bloody tall. He is even taller than Mr Cheong! Haha. The four of us went to have dinner after that at Serangoon Macs. Talked bout lots of funny stuffs,including "sick" stuffs,lol..

Saturday: (:D)
Went MSHS in the morning,around 7 plus like that. 8.20 assemble time,saw all my juniors. Joshua,shaun,Peter etcetcetc. And haha,they still remember me. SAFRA-ed,entrance fee 10.70 bucks (omg,so ex..)

I feel like I'm so much weaker now,even juniors are better than me... =.= Arm super weak,gahh...

Heard that they are gonna have some competition at Pasir Ris Park on Nov 1,8am-6pm. Not really sure if i wanna go...

Today:
Watched HSM3 at AMK Hub with 6 of the choir people. I'm unfortunately the ONLY sec1 going... -.-''

HSM3 was quite okay,much longer than the previous movies. Lol,Gavin Lum kept giving me popcorns,and i eat like siao... Haha,didnt finish it in end. If you are really a SUPER FAN of HSM3 (like GL),then you should really watch HSM3. No point watching it if you hate it. :/ Some parts veryvery funny lorhxx.

At home,was too lazy and bored to play Maple,decided to play Dynasty Warrior 6 in the end. It's kinda weird,I have been playing Dynasty Warriors since p2. 5 years liao... I'm a super fanatic of Dynasty Warriors and i think the only China ancient story that keeps me awake would be The Three Kingdoms. Haha...

What I've done

2008-10-25T13:57:00.001+08:00

I <3 Linkin Park!! :D

13

2008-10-22T18:45:00.004+08:00

Life sucks. Life stinks. Life is just a lie.

But fortunately,everything will be gone tomorrow. At 12.50,freedom will come. 2 months with you and I'm so glad for that. Oh and yes,many events coming up on the hols.

And congrats to TJH,for becoming a *POP*.

Okay,this is my 150th post on my 3 year old blog (lol,i blogged for about 100+ posts for this year). And dedicated to somebody. :D

It seems like i've just met you yesterday. Once strangers,now best friends. I could still remember how we always bicker,and you wanted to use a chopper to kill me. Haha,in the end,you didn't. :p

You've always wanted to be taller,and you always get jealous when you compared heights with me. We spam each other on msn,writting rubbish and nudging to annoy each other. You were so much better than me in Audition last time,but now I've owned you. You enouraged me when i was down,and i did the same thing too.

So today,22nd October 2008,is your day. Once again.

And so...

HAP HAPP HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU TZE HUI!! :D:D

I really don't know where are you now,at the home,your actual home and anywhere in singapore. But please,don't act rash and take your time to think and reflect.And don't get yourself so upset about him.

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip. - Anonymous

So happy birthday,hope you excel your studies :D

Happy Birthday-The Click Five

The song's for you!!

And on to the darker tone...

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

A hundred "sorry"s. I'm sorry for that terrible attitude of mine last time,but I'm trying to change. I was very mean. Hope everything can start afresh when 2009 starts. But I am really sorry,and not trying to hurt you once more.

I'm really really really sorry,KHOR RUI EN.

I don't think you will see this anyway..

Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge. - Isaac Friedmann

I'm beat,tired. Hope tomorrow can be a good ending to the year.

Gin Kee ):

Pocketful of sunshine -Natasha Bedingfield

2008-10-21T20:51:00.001+08:00

Freaking great song.

Take me away,to a place where no one knows.

Fear

2008-10-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

We meet Fear everyday,but makes it so special is that it makes us stronger.

He is quite good to me,considering that i have just met him today. Hmm...

Went J8 today,met up with two of my ex-classmates (best buddies) from RI. Their EOYs just finished yesterday and they have the whole week off. Mos burger-ed.

Omg... Gerald Tan is so omg-ing tall. 1.78 m ,still skinny,more "mature"now in terms of his voice Lol...

Colin still looks about the same,just that he is rounder. Woops :/ Talked to him the most lahh,during primary school. Just chatter non-stop sometimes. Haha :D

Saw some 1-5 people (KKW,shawn,Loh and others). 2 other persons frm CHS while we were at GV. Went to watch MP,under GT's recommendation. And damn,im almost broke. I spent like 15.55 dollars in the afternoon today. Mum cut down my allowance.

MP was great,the place was freezing cold. Din bring a jacket along... =.=

Was going home when i saw TCY and he told me that the class chalet will be held on 7-9 nov. Omg,the choir camp is gonna clash with the class chalet. Choir camp is on 5-7 nov. Have to think of a way then...

O lvls alrdy started. Wonder how he is doing now... :/

HS3

2008-10-21T20:14:00.001+08:00

High School Musical 3 :Senior Year

Not really sure how good it's gonna be though...

Lazy.

2008-10-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

Getting lazier each day... =.=''

School'd lazy anyway... Inter-hse games today,din really give a damn. Slacked for the 2 plus hours. Then have to do ____...

Table-tennised (No such words through)with some ppl. Using wallets. o.0

And crap,forgot what i wanted to say. 3 days more and it will be over for good.At least i won't have to see ya. :D

不祥的每天都看到，想看到的每天都看不到。。。世界就是这样，每天向为难我们。Haiz... :/

Going Mad

2008-10-17T20:27:00.002+08:00

Probably one of the worst week i have ever been through. :/

Results are like the economic crisis,shall keep my fingers crossed. -.-''

Rushed his work,unable to complete it in the end. I don't give a bloody damn anyway. Holidays are like coming too fast. Plenty of things to do. Have to start thinking of 6H 07' class gathering already. I need ideas...

East coast?
Sentosa?
Chalet?
Movie?

I have only these on my mind currently,class blog picture is also gone. Have to think of a way,need to revive it,tell more 6h 07' peeps about the blog. I also wanna go for the graduation night for the 08'p6 batch too. 1 year passed so fast, wish i could see all my classmates/seniors/teachers/juniors then.

What should I do now? I'm like a ridicule to you,making me like a slut. No use trying to apologise. I've lost my sense of direction now. So it is so enjoyable for you to make a mockery of me right?

Testing (random)

2008-10-16T15:54:00.001+08:00

9999999999 words

Speedtest

Nemesis

2008-10-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

Random title i put today. Was kinda upset today,somebody just si3 xing4 bu4 gai3. Lol. Aiya,i'll try to endure it lah. Just less than two weeks,what can go wrong?

He may not see this,but i will still say this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! WWC!

Though we may not know each other well enough,but still,happy birthday.

School is boring,especially when EOYs are over. And i was freaking heng that my summary saved me. Almost died man...

I'm like so bored at home... And tired...

Disturb

2008-10-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

Ahh,"wonderful" day to start the week.

Wasted 1hr 30mins of school and it was replaced with my much-anticipated home econs lesson. Zzz...

And bloody hell,they asked us to do jumping jacks after we had our recess. Siao,tummy freaking pain... Screw you man.

Have this feeling that im gonna fail english compre,gg liao. >.<

Ah whatever. Too bored,lazy and upset to continue any further. I just hope that these two weeks will pass like a flash.

Till then~

D:D:D:D:

All Star-Smash Mouth

2008-10-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
i ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
she was looking kind of dumb with her fingers
and her thumb in the shape of an "L" on her forehead

well the years start coming and they don't start coming
fed to the rules and i hit the ground running
didn't make sense not to live for fun
your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

so much to do so much to see
so what's wrong with taking the best street
you'll never know if you don't go
you'll never shine if you don't glow

hey now u're an all stars get the game on go play
hey now u're a rock star get the show on get paid
all that glitter is gold
only shooting stars break the mold

it's a cool place and they says it gets colder
you bundled up now but wait till you get older
but the meteour men beg to differ
judging by the hole in the satellite picture

the ice we skate is getting pretty thin
the water's getting warm so we might as well swim
the world's on fire how about yours
that's the way i like it and i will never get bored

hey now you're an all star get the game on go play
hey now you're a rock star get the show on get paid
all that glitter is gold
only shooting stars break the mold

hey now you're an all star get the game on go play
hey now you're a rock star get the show on get paid
all that glitter is gold
only shooting stars

somebody once ask if could
i spare some change for gas
i could get myself away from this place
i say yep what a concepti could use a little fuel myself and we could all use a little change

well the years start coming and they don't start coming
fed to the rules and i hit the ground running
didnt make sense not to live for fun
your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

so much to do so much to see
so what's wrong with taking the back streets
you'll never know if u don't go
you'll never shine if you don't glow

hey now you're an all star get the game on go play
hey now you're a rock star get the show on get paid
all that glitter is gold
only shooting stars break the mole
all that glitter is gold
only shooting stars break the mole

Uber great song :D Makes me calm and happy :D<3

Scandal

2008-10-11T13:27:00.002+08:00

This is true scandal man.. :S

Well,I din even believe it when someone called me. Somehow,i din look at the screen then when it came out...

...

Shocked,disgusted,annoyed by "him",as usual. The intensity just keeps going higher and higher.

...

Shan't reveal the scandal. Sucks anyway,especially for "him",actually,it's just a matter of time.

Looking forward to monday,i seriously wonder what is gonna happen... :S

Over~

2008-10-09T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hello.

It's finally over,EOYs are finally over~ woots.

Screwed up maths,english and science. Had no time for maths -.- HCL was pretty okay lah,the compre ain't that hard. :D

Came back home yesterday,played like mad. Computer,PS3,gameboy(lol,was freaking lame =.=)

Once exams are over,I feel freaking bored. Like how i felt during dec hols. Oh yeah,today is the last paper for PSLE ,HCL i think. Got some info from my teachers in MSHS,maths paper wasn't that hard but tedious. o.0 Wished i could do last year's maths paper again,freaking good paper. Not really easy but damn fun. Maths EOYs wasn't fun btw.

Erm,no pictures at this moment,all my files (music,photo,videos) all in my thumbdrive and i can't be bothered to upload them =p

Urgh,bored!! >.< Having a day off ain't that good either. Heh,going out with friends later :D Ought to reward myself for mugging till i go crazy. D:

EOYs have come to the end. A chapter closes,another one starts. That's when my real troubles come.

Sweet

2008-10-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

I'm hoping for this weekend to end quickly,course i want my EOYs to end faster. Heh,then i can probably go back to MSHS to visit teacher and ask bout the PSLE's paper,or maybe go out with my friends. lol.

Two days of EOYs have passed,only 3 left. Grr...

History is PRETTY okay,glad that the long hours spent on history wasn't wasted. Heh. Physics was OMG bloody difficult. I almost couldn't finish the paper (and damn,i left out a question asking us to draw convection current) and i just anyhow piah the questions. Really hope can PASS physics.

Compo for the two languages were okay lah. For some STRANGE reasons,i wrote emotional essays for both compos,and both about the same leh.. Poetry is way screwed up,wasted. The hcl letter was also okay,just that i wrote two pages for this time(which i don't do for every practice).

LE,HCL and maths can say goodbye liao. Pretty unstable for LE and HCL,both dropping like shit. And we got a "wonderful"teacher for maths and i din learn a single bloody thing at all. gg man.

Oh yeah,have been snacking on chocolates lately. I got a freaking huge tube of some little chocolates drops. And munching the chocolate pokey thing. The chocolates is frm Meiji. The China milk incident did scare me a little,but yeah,the chocolates weren't from China FORTUNATELY.

I didn't really care about them now,I'm too busy mugging to notice them. Heh,feeling bored everyday. There's some Converse Sale going on at my house till this sunday. Bought a shirt,socks and a freaking nice jacket. ;D

Damn,i wanted to buy shoes but my foot is like still growing. So may have to wait till next year. Sianz...

I seem to have mood swings lately,i get really annoyed then i just scream like nobodý's business then sometimes like dun feel like talking. Things at home are getting SLIGHTLY better now,but still not okay. I'm freaking mad at her,piss me off now and then. Argh!!!

Hope i don't go crazy or something before EOYs end. Tata folks.. ;D

Despair

2008-09-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

For the first time,my mother cried. Because of us,my sis and indirectly,I.

I felt guilty. Being the eldest,I wasn't able to take charge.

I have failed,as a brother,as a family member and as a person.

Despite many hours of studying,I have realised that studying isn't everything. My family is tearing apart,I am drifting away from all my friends. It is just there is no point of living anymore.

Despite having so many wonderful IT stuffs,it is still nothing to me when I dun have a happy,complete family.

I was emotionless at that point of time,acting as if nothing as happened. But deep inside my heart,I am guilty and I am sorry.

I really feel like going crazy if this keeps going on,countless shoutings happening everyday. I feel negelected,in some sort of way. I really feel like dying,killing myself or sucide. This is true. I will be better off dead. Well,my sis will be very happy that i will be gone. They,once called my friends,will clap after they know I have vanished into thin air,never appear again.

I dun feel any bond with the class,or home. Everything is just like a lie.

I am terribly sorry,mum,dad,sis,"friends".

Should I vanish? I have no idea...

The Final Countdown!

2008-09-23T18:24:00.003+08:00

Okay,I'm gonna offically start the countdown till EOYs.

Days remaining: 9 days!

Today kinda sucked. Bored actually. And i actually dozed off during english and physics lesson. Well,its like 70% dozed off actually. Lol :D

I just started revision only yesterday,gosh! Studied physics. Got really sian,watched tv. Lol.

After today,i cant really declare that I'm gonna FAIL maths. Look at the teacher we have. I tell you,marvellous man. gg liao. "Timer Girl",thats her name people. 1000 times worse than Mr Chan. omg,I'm gonna fail maths. I need help from maths pros!! >.<

Also think that im gonna flunk english too. My compre scores are damn miserable,say byebye to A1,Ng Gin Kee. Cos last minute work ain't gonna help you. ): Especially english. Boo! >.<

Science SHOULD be fine,quite stable in fact. Which is somehow,a remarkable feat,considering how badly I have done during p6 last year. FYI,an A for science last yr was not good enough in my class. nevertheless,i always scored an A for every test. Lol. Was really surprised to see that a1 for my science,lol.

Chinese,unstable. Don't wish to talk abt it. History,i seriously dunno.

Okay,back to mugging. ):

Furious

2008-09-22T20:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know why,I just have THAT SUDDEN URGE to open my blog again. But I CAN BE ASSURED that there will be stalkers as usual.

Names? Urgh,why bother? It just wastes my time. -.-

I like monday. Damn slack. Got home econs still. (:

And i hate tuesday. It's like a rainbow with different colours;7 different periods. By no order,LE,maths,science,HCL,history,art and malay (-.-) Sian..

Andand class chairman,PLEASE RETURN my history notes (or book)!! Need it desperately for revision. EOYs about a week away,dammit...

I seriously wonder. Sometimes I have like 30+ contacts online but i only talk to 3-4 people? Oh great,I'm such a loser. All dao me,ignore me..

Back to revision..

I'm truly truly sorry. But you will treat it like a joke,or say back some hurtful words to me. You never treat it seriously. I'm just keeping my cool down but I'm gonna burst if I cant take it anymore.

A Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton

2008-09-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder ...

If I could fall, into the sky
Do you think time, would pass me by
Cuz you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you tonigh

tIt's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me

Cuz everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your precious memories

Cuz I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder ...

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cuz you know I'd walk
A thousand milesI
f I could just see you ...
Tonight

And I ... I ...
Don't want to let you know
I ... I ...
Drown in your memory
I ... I ...
Don't want to let this go
I ... I ...
Don't ...

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder ...

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by
Cuz you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you ...

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cuz you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight ...

Disclosed

2008-09-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

Tag reply:
Roy:I decided to lock my blog up cause there are some stalkers on my blog lately. Lalala...

Tagboard uber dead,make it alive people!! ;D

EOYs coming. As i said,short posts from now till end of EOYs. The MUGfest has already begun,many had already bought their tickets. Have you? :D

Just wondering. Not many people like to eat dark chocolate because it is always so bitter. Then they will just swallow it and that's that. But if you take your time to let the dark chocolate to melt in your mouth. Yes,there is bitter at first,but slowly,there's sweetness in your mouth.

Some people are also like dark chocolates. They may be unappreciated initially. But if you take your time to know them and get along with them,they will become "sweet" to you and you would want to have more ;D

Unfortunately,though people like milk chocolates or white chocolates just because they are sweet,they aren't ~pure~ unfortunately. Dark chocolate is the purest. Milk and white chocolates have been added milk and white stuff and make it sweeter. But they will never be better than dark chocolates.

People who are like white and milk chocolates,they are just simply FAKE! >.<

Just a little something i was thinking just now. I DO LIKE dark chocolates btw. They were my "chicken essence" during the term 3 MRs MUGfest ;D

Good stuff! ;D

Screwed

2008-09-10T19:36:00.001+08:00

My blogskin is offically screwed... wee ;D

Gonna change it during e weekends...

Dammit

2008-09-09T17:52:00.002+08:00

Oh shit,both of my arms are hurting like never before. Can barely swing them lah,zomg.

Sunshine+Happy+Joy=Happy and joyful guy

Backstab+Pain+Annoy+Raining=A dull life.

Oh crap shit

2008-09-08T16:30:00.002+08:00

Oh damn,my damn arm is hurting like shit now....urgh.

Okay,schl sucked today. And I will sure experience more of such days in the future days ahead. No wait,for another year and few weeks. Omfg,another year. Might as well kill me then.

Well,I dunno what the heck I'm talking about. Probably just random. Hees.

Okay. First thing first,I just got an sms from my piano teacher about my PHOTOCOPIED DETAILED RESULT SLIP AS THE ACTUAL PIECE IS CLAIMED TO BE LOST. Since p2 till now,my results slips have never been lost. Oh great...

So here are the results:
A3: 26/30
B1: 27/30
C2: 27/30

Scales: 16/21
Sight reading: 13/21 (omg..)
Aural: 14/18

So overall,my three songs were okay but the supporting tests sucks,especially sight-reading. Looks like i need to buck up on sight-reading for grade 7 ;D

Bye~ 4 weeks more... >.<

Sucks

2008-09-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

It is/was good advice.

Pictures

2008-09-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words.

Little devil,haha. Was really funny when we asked him whats 1+1 and he answered "5!" Haha...

Hope to see him more during the dec hols ;D

wtf

2008-09-06T11:07:00.002+08:00

Seriously,wtf.

Like what craps or whatever,you people blame me for everything you are not satisfied or think i have done wrong. Like seriously,what the heck is wrong with this class? Okay,im damn pissed now. WTF are wrong with you people?!

I am already dreading the four weeks ahead. I should probably take excess or unlimited dose of painkillers or maybe,sleeping pills. And its best I stay unawake for the rest of my life. I seriously cant take it anymore.

Sometimes I even wonder why i had chosen cat high. All my teachers in MSHS said that cat high is a good school. Even Sheldon came here with me. But why is coming here such a dread? I'm such a poor-decision maker. Thinking all of this makes me damn bloody mad lah.

Haiz,I should really stop talking about these right now. Have to concentrate on later's performance at NAFA... -.-

Drifting apart,it has somehow become a daily routine. It was probably meant to be like this.

Woops

2008-09-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

Lol. Something weird happened today on the way back from Siglap South CC... o.0

Was taking 13 with like some choir peeps,both seniors and peers when like there was a freaking loud BANG sound on my side and the bus kinda stopped at the side. The only thing i can guess is that the tyre bursted.

And wtf lah,it was on my side and damn near from where i was sitting,ear freaking pain sia. >.< Suay,i could only say.

Practice was pretty okay today,it was like ages since he kinda shouted at us. It happened cos we din came in under his instruction. o.0 With a Lily in your hand sounds kinda better today,though it is still no good. Kinda different from what i hear on the net...

Woo,the performance is tomorrow at NAFA ;D Mum and dad coming to watch,lol? We are gonna sing Jerico(or is it Jericro?) and Luk Luk. Sounded okay-okay lah...Hmm..

Might be going out with family to watch Money not enough 2 this weekend,it all depends on my dad. omg,i seriously wanna watch it lah... (:

My tagboard is kinda dead at the moment,looks like i din really release my url to most peeps. Well,most of the stalkers on my blog found it on their own. Lol,like they will ask me like that...

Had a good conver with some of my 6h peeps together. It seems that they are having fun and enjoy their secondary schools. But why isn't it for me?

Boredom

2008-09-05T09:56:00.002+08:00

Okay,i'm just typing this out of boredom... (:

This holiday is kinda wasted,to me lah. Slacking for the past few days. o.0 But after a painful and unbearing 4 weeks,it will be games fun and slack ;D

Actually,mshs also gives us early dec hols. Cos we also got sec sch and the sec4s have o lvls...

Lol,just wish the sec4s can do their best for their upcoming prelims and the o lvls! And to the mshs p6 08' batch,wish all of you luck for your upcoming PSLE listening (i dunno if it is over already) and the PSLE main papers! (:

Argh,have to take an hr plus bus ride later to siglap... o.o for practice lor... hees. Hope i don't like miss the right stop lah. And damn,siglap keeps reminding me about THAT STUPID INCIDENT lah,the incident few days before we left to Rome. >.<

Aiya,shall end here. I havent collate my Ipoh pics yet. Some are in the camera,my handphone,my sis's phone. zzz... xD

Love comes to me

2008-09-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

Hey. Got a new song on the list.

Love comes to me-Ashily

This song is actually from the korean drama "Witch-Yoo Hee" and i finished watching it this morning. Some parts were touching,some were funny. haha.

Enjoy this song,dont stop it. ;D Though I'm not like in love or something with relationship,it kinda let me think about all the bad stuffs that happened between 1-5 and me. Hmm..

Lol,just enjoy it. Don't really feel like posting today. Well,it's so slack lor. ;D

para-nha-nuri nun-bushyo
waen-ji gasumi apawa
nado moruge nun kaye isul mae-thim-yon
sangsangsogeso na-yege
taga-ul komman gatun kudae-rul
onjebuton-ga kidaryossotjyo

ajiksarangul mollaso ku-dael mollaso
onje sarangi ulkka
waiting for your love
kudae chuguman do kakkayi
ul sun omnayo
nae saranga Baby my sweet heart

nomuna manhun saramdul
ottohke saranghanunji
naman honja morugo sarannabwayo
aju ttaduthan pogunhan
ttae-ronun talkumhan saranguro
hangsang chi-nha-ge nae-ge itdon kudae

ajik sarangul mollaso gu-dael mollaso
onje sarangi ulkka
waiting for your love
kudae chuguman do kak-kayi
ul sun omnayo
nae saranga Baby my sweet heart

saeng-gang-man hae-do nomuna
haeng-bokhan norul bol-ttaem-yon
haru-yedo su chonbon sarang-handan-mal
onje ottohke sarangi
naege uryona gidaryonnunde
imi un-golyo ku-dae algo-buto

ku-dae-rul wihan chariga
nae gasumsoge issoyo
nanun kud-ael wi-hae-so tae-onan saram
ku-dae nae-gero un-damyon hamkkehan sigan
i sun-gan boto
kkum-chorom motjin naye saranga
ooh naye saranga naege ogiman-hae

-English version

The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you, I don’t know since when
I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart
All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me

I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here, Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heart
I was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point on
Will be a dream. My love
Oh, my love, come to me

Enjoy your thursday peeps ;D

The attack of the nameless

2008-09-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

Lol,random title.

Kinda slacking now. Too lazy to do homework. Well,i only completed a few pages of science and read up on the home econs bk. >.<

Sectionals was pretty okay. Well but,somehow I don't really feel like singing today. Wasnt giving my best shot anyway... o.0

The combined sounded horrible,very weak and horrible. Hope we can sound MUCH MUCH better during saturday. Haha,mum and dad coming to NAFA to watch the performance. ;D

Rained after practice and it was really kind of Nobel to share with me his umbrella. And woops,stepped on a puddle and it splashed water onto both of us.

Woops,so paiseh >.<

And to perry,lol. Get well soon. ;D

Recently,i kinda get annoyed often. Seriously dunno why,hmm...
Argh,forgot what i was gonna write. Probably update later.

And the nameless goes,"Take this,you dumb ass idiot!!"
BANGBANG SHOOTSHOOT BOOMBOOM
~And the walls come a tumbling down~ ;D

Random,haha ;D

2008-09-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

I dunno if i should say this. Ah,nevermind.

I'm just kinda,... Gonna say it tomorrow,or when i FEEL like talking abt it.

Events coming up:
Tomorrow:choir practice and target to clear up homeworks
Thurs:not-confirmed piano lesson
Fri:choir practice
sat:choir performance at NAFA
sun:last day of hols,noo..

dont feel like going any further,bye

Sucks

2008-09-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

ahh,dont feel like putting long post today.

Holiday sucks,my stupid damn bloody G900 sucks more.

1.Cant send sms since today for no damn reason -.-
2.Hanged for countless times,makes me uber mad
3.Received smses like hours later. Sms supposed to be received in the morning and yet i received in the evening. Damn.
4.The batt is just 50% only and the stupid thing just switch off. And i cant even on it...
5.Uber lag.

sians,hope i can get another better phone.>.<

Today is the actual 1st day of my hols in s'pore and it sucked.
Well,yesterday sucked more.

Close to 7 hours of car ride in malaysia,from ipoh all the way to singapore. Can die lahs...

And makes your butt sore,o.o boo...

Andand

Yeaps,my piano g6 practical exam results has arrived. No cert or results slip yet.

Here's the stupid and annoying part,the results slip was supposed to be received at my teacher' hse weeks ago but she DIDN'T received at all!!

Just now,she called up the whatever office and said they sent those papers on 11/8/08 but now it's already 2/9/08 and i havent see the damn slip of paper. Must have got lost... Damn..

The only way now is to see the photocopied copy(which i find of no use,not the real thing anyway)...

But i already know my results via my teacher's email. Shit,could have done SO MUCH BETTER... -.-''

123/150 (Merit) 7 more marks to a dist...

I'm kinda thinking that i failed sight-reading. I think,cos my 3 songs werent that bad. Dunno,suay lah. >.<

Shan't waste time on random peeps,they just ruin your much anticipated sept holidays. Haha,homeworks have already kinda ruin the holidays,but i can game. wee. ;D

Night.

R.I.P Mrs Agatha Chen

I,we,the school MSHS shall always remember you dearly in our hearts. ;D

Ipoh-licious

2008-08-31T23:10:00.001+08:00

omg. i cant believe im in ipoh,using a com!!

1st time able to see and use a com in malaysia... msn too. ;D

The trip was GREAT,i can say. Shall talk more about it nxt time.

Gtg,bye~

Continued

2008-08-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

Feel like talking more now. hees ;D

Rushed to the chapel. And the 4 buses (13 and 88) were like bloody 100% packed lor. Then ran to j8 and finally caught a bus.

Reached there about 1. Followed mdm ang (chinese teacher) to the chapel. Talked about my studies and chs lor. Haha,she said my chinese foundation is quite good,then dunnid to worry,haha. Gave her a gift. ;D

Went chapel,saw Boon Chong,Yong Yao,Sheldon,Caleb,Ignatius,Shawn,Sean Lee and Benjamin Chung!! Haha,I was the ONLY latecomer unfortunately but still made it in midst of the mass thanks to mr teng. ;D

Saw ALOT of teacher,as the mass was for teacher and old boys only. Erm,mdm and,mr cheong (prefects teacher-in-charge),Mr Peh,Mr Quek (form teacher for p3 and p4),Audrey Lim (aka Lo-ke haha)

Then still got the priest,haha. Sharon ong,dorothy ong and some other random or new teachers lah. Sang the worship songs for Mrs Agatha Chen. I was like half singing tenor and half singing high voice,dunno why. lols.

The mass came to an end. Gave gift to Mr Cheong. Haha,he was happy that I could still remember him and even gave him a present. Well,he helped me alot,in the road of my prefect's journey for 3.5 years.

Then the 10+ of us (the 6h people) talked with mdm ang,and went down to the staffrm to give Ms Chiam(Science Teacher) her present. Aiya,she left school already. Then put all the gifts on her table and signed our name on a paper and joked about. Haha

And sean lee go take 1 rubik's cube from ms chiam's table lah. But damn pro lor,she confiscated 9 rubik's cubes leh!! Dunno what will she think when she come back to her table and find 1 cube missing. ;D

Joked ALOT,really. Kept talking about the times in 6h 2007,the many "funny" incidents. Somehow,i feel like im back home when i came mshs. Saw the familiar faces,buildings.

I don't know,it just ain't the same from chs. I will have to take time to adjust,probably. BUT i still prefer mshs. Haha.

Then we had a round of basketball at the court. Omg,it has been 8 months since i last touched a basketball. Like damn clumsy lor. Boo!! xD

Haiz,I really miss the times in mshs. The good old times in the classrooms,the shouting,the many fierce "battles" that WE AS A CLASS FACED not like in secondary school.

We seem really united together,created many good fond memories. I can still remember what mdm ang said last time when she sent Theodore (aka teddy bear) out of the classroom for sleeping dunno hw many times.

"Wahh,OUTSTANDING PUPIL EH?"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... WOOTS... CLAPS!"

Haha ;D

Then the journey of being a prefect,was a tough and sweet one. Being the usher for ptms or other event or the person giving out the booklets. Then we were always given newater and food. Haha,it felt damn good lah.

And when i was in p5,when i heard that i was promoted to prefect leader by Mr Cheong himself. I was like "omg.."

I din know Mr Cheong will remember me lah,like hw i remember him now. Haha. It was good,the courses we attended,games.

But during the stepping of p6 prefects during National Day celebration 2007,it was also damn great. Our younger batch taking over us. Haha.

Then came PSLE,where everybody mugged like hell and discussed about the hard qns after the actual paper. There were disappointments and relief in people faces. Haha,i had both. ;D

Then came the post-PSLE programme. Went to 6 places of interest. I could still remember when we went some place and they showed us things during the WW2,LooLoo or Yu Fong go pull up some lady's skirt. Haha,din see what was inside lah. Gross. xD

PSLE results came on one day,with sean sum (jia beng) being the top scorer of 277!! ;D

K shall end here.

I wish all teachers,from both MSHS and CHS a GREAT and ENJOYABLE HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!! ;D

You have been great teachers,and i thank so much for that.:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Ok,this concludes my posts.I hope time rewinds when im in p6.

Bye~~ ;D Happy Teachers' Day!!!

Teachers Day

2008-08-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

It has been a GREAT teachers' day this year. Pretty meaningful i say. Gave out all my gifts,haha.

Glad to see about 10 6h peeps when i reached mshs at about 1. Argh,should have followed sheldon and the others during 10.30. Colin,brendan and others had already left when I came!! NOO!! -.-

Enough of this. Will be going malaysia later at about 10 to Muar. And tomorrow early in the morning will be going up to Ipoh ;D

Will be staying at some chalet in Ipoh. Wee~

Im just typing this damn quickly and without thinking. Batt on laptop going none soon.

K,shall talk abt Ipoh trip and the teachers day thingy when i come back on monday.

Till then ;D

Happy Holidays!! ^^

Big news

2008-08-28T17:26:00.002+08:00

Okay,big big news to all mshs people.

As you know,Mrs Agatha Chen passed away last sat,due to a relapse (info from fren) unfortunately.

So there WILL be a memorial mass tomorrow,held at mshs pri chapel from 12.30 onwards. As MY SCHOOL will end at 12 plus tomorrow(very unfortunate),I will go for it.

And yes,it is really shocking. She was in school since I was p1,and got cancer when I was about p3 or p4,yes. She came back when I was p5,going to p6.

But nevertheless,it was all too shocking. Though she had never taught me,I feel like crying all of the sudden. She was a good teacher,leader and someone you could console to.

Therefore,I hope all 6H peeps going back to mshs tmr can go for this memorial mass.

And back to the happy side,woots!!

Responds are good:People from CHS,RI,HCI and NUS are going to MSHS!!! ;D

Then Sheldon was asking if we could go for a lunch and movie after the little gathering at MSHS. No responds currently,lol.

But damn,why does CHS ends so late (like 12 plus) when schools like RI and HCI end at 9 plus??
Argh,boowards >.<

Hmm,im seriously excited about tomorrow's events. And ohoh,the events i meant were AFTER school. I think we are gonna have some band recital or something for the celebration. Hope it ends early ;D And yes,just wanna say jiayous to the band members in 1-5,even if there are like some unhappy events.

Don't wish to think about it any further. Last day tomorrow,report book,teachers' day,CHS,MSHS,celebration,mass,lunch,movie. Oh yeah ;D

Byes ;D

omg

2008-08-25T19:48:00.003+08:00

It was just a what-the-heck day.HAHA ;D

Rubbish

2008-08-25T17:56:00.003+08:00

Sucked.

4 days to go before freedom.. Well,i seriously think that ANYTHING can happen in any of the 4 days. Haha i really dunno...

Closing ceremony wasn't as good as the opening ceremony... Sian-ness/boring-ness..

Bye~ History results FYI.. Some random peeps did better than me,claps. Shall work harder in term 4 ;D

Bloody randomness

2008-08-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

Short and sweet.

Grats to team singapore for their much anticipated silver in the women's table tennis!! ;D

And i think that the trio had done well in the singles despite not getting a medal.

And lol,the closing ceremony for the beijing olympics is today. 2 weeks for competition passed really fast,and i am looking forward to 2012 London olympics. Haha

Quick update on SCHOOL:
Results dropped,whatever.. Expected anyway. I know that SOME PEOPLE will be laughing at my results. Well,i suppose they only know how to laugh at other people. ;D

And please,any 6H peeps going back to MSHS on fri 29/8 please inform me ASAP!! Couldnt meet up with most of you during CNY cos of choir. Haha,hoping for a full attendance anyway ;D

And finally yay yay,1 more week to go before the term ends ;D Finally can do cooking during home econs liao ;D woots. And my trip to Ipoh has been confirmed,lol. omg,about 6 hours of car ride. >.< can die..

Like during the june hols,i think i will go for another movie with friends during the sept hols. And not the same peeps i might say. Seniors this time. lol ;D
Andand ohoh,any good movies to watch?

And so sorry that my sentences always start with an"and". Cough and flu not getting any better,argh. No dont worry,i wouldnt die. ;D

Lalala

2008-08-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

With a lily in your hand.

It damn nice. Yup,we are learning it now. Sounds fabulous but it is so uber difficult,the rhythm and the speed. Was like lalala-ing for 40 mins... >.<

By NUS choir. Enjoy it ;D It's week 9 now,1 more week to go... sianz...

Hope nothing happens... Too tired to post any further. Bye~